Thanks kip xx
I told a family member and as expected was told I should give it over, reprimanded for reading it. I think I’ve made the tiniest move towards healing because although I feel terrible I know I don’t want these feelings transferred to my child but I feel angry with him. How f*****g dare he do this when we’re all stuck in. My youngest will be going there soon I don’t know what I’ll do if he says anything. It’d be weird if he did but 100% something he’d do