Bad day, dreams been bad and tired waking up, counselling session cancelled second week in row, not her fault but such a c**p time of year for me. Is when it all really escalated. Had Geared myself up to talk about it and then there’s no outlet. Another week to wait feels a lifetime atm. Hate feeling like this it’s not me , been crying and now got headache feel angry at myself for feeling like this but doesn’t help