Can’t get away from loneliness

[Karisqq]

Sometimes I feel like DA is a lesson to tell you what loneliness is, since when you experienced it, no one understands, and when you left, you feel lonely and sad. For me I have seen broken marriages, divorces and abusive relationships as a kid, and myself have also gone through some forms of abuses, such as mental and sexual abuse, and it’s tough since sometimes I never can talk to anyone in the family, and I’ve very limited friends due to trust issues, which led to depression, anxiety and ptsd and I struggled with self harm and suicidal thoughts before. I just feel like no one can save me, no one can bring me out of the darkness, perhaps that’s true. Perhaps I just have to be stronger and be more self reliance… Suffocated by all the terrible things and negativities around the world but struggling to enjoy and emphasis on positive feelings and moments is one of the most pathetic things.

[hellokitty]

Hi Karisqq, I came across your post and didn’t want to read and run. I’m sorry to hear you witnessed really difficult things as a kid, and for what you’ve been through. “I just feel like no one can save me, no one can bring me out of the darkness, perhaps that’s true.” This bit really resonated with me, I felt exactly the same for a long time and was in a dark place too (and still ups and downs). Sending you hugs.  DA does seem like a lesson on lonliness…! In my case, it was also a lesson to reach out for help as I really struggled with it before…Thank you for sharing this you are not alone and keep posting xx

[nbumblebee]

Sadly nobody can save you. You have got to save yourself. You can reach out for support but at the end of the day its up to you sweetie, But know that you are not alone we here all understand. Xx

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