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I’m so pained by what my ex did to me he lived a dual life and planned a baby with her and acted as if we were all going to live a happy family together even when I discovered it some of the things he said don’t make sence like why would you want to spend time with me and do things with me but be calling another woman his wife it dosent make sence.i feel like he tried to trap me with children I believe it to be abuse I had children and he wanted us but he was obviously cheating why wouldn’t he just leave me if he wasn’t happy.why use me and even destroy everything cause now the kids think he hates me.i didn’t want my kids to see this.i hate that life’s turned into this and I’m
Left looking after a million kids on my own and he told me when I left it was my choice to have life like this.i didn’t choose for him to live a dual life .i feel disgusted.he said things like I should be happy I’m his favourite not even denying what he’s done the another day denying it I feel sick in my stomach I’ve brought kids into
The world from his dishonesty it’s like he’s tried to destroy my life .worse is that no one is listening or understand what I’m going through

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