Cant take much more of this

[Liquorice]

Im so tired i just want to go to sleep he wont stop talking at me, moaning and grumbling about everything,and he keeps saying im rude and ignorant if i dont answer him, ive had very little sleep over three nights now i feel like crying im so tired but he just wont let up. Hes in the shower now, banging around the bathroom to keep me awake!! Hope he doesnt wake little one up too because then ill be a s**t mum who cant even make her baby sleep properly.

[Confused123]

Hey HUn

Sending u hug out , i know how draining that is , not sure of your full situation , can u email lisa for support since u wont be able to phone with him around , have u got any family or frineds that u can turn to for support, keep psotong on here

[EeyoreNoMore]

Keep posting on here if you can – we will try and be your slice of sanity xx

[Ayanna]

Oh hun, the ex abuser did that to me too. It was horrible. I was fatigued all the time.
Can you get out?
Do you have a plan to leave?
That is no life.

Keep posting!
We can help you to structure your thoughts and feel stronger!

[Liquorice]

Thanks ladies, he finally gave in about half four, but then i had to be up at 6am for work, needless to say i look pants and everyone is looking at me funny they can onviously tell ive been crying. I dont want to tell anyone as i know i will be treated differently and i lime that my life outside the house is “normal”. Eyeorenomore i think i need more than a slice i need the whole lot! Ayanna no plans for anything yet sorry, im only just getting to grips with the fact that this is happening. I dont know what id do without you lovely ladies to talk to, you make me feel a little normal, well maybe thats a push but you def help clear the fog x
Thankyou xx

[KIP.]

Hi there. My ex did this to me. It wears you down and makes you much easier to abuse. Eventually I had to give up my work which is what he wanted all along. It’s going to get worse until you get out X sleep deprivation is a form of recognised torture.

[Ayanna]

I lived like this for a few years. It took me a while to realise that actually, what I was dealing with was nothing else but domestic abuse. I was scared to pronounce this term to myself, to name this situation. After a few months of thinking about it, after he raped and beat me again, shouted all hours of the night, one day I said to myself in a quiet moment: I am a victim of domestic abuse.
That changed my perception. I analyzed what he did to me and I began to think of a way out.

Speak to Women’s Aid and Rights of Women.
If you can access the online Freedom Programme.
You will feel much stronger after contacting these helplines and reading about domestic abuse.
It will make you realise that you are normal, there is nothing wrong with you.
It is all about him. He is the wrong one, the troublemaker.

Keep posting!

[lilaclady]

Keep posting here! Keep working through this and by posting here it will make you think clearer and be able to get out of the situation you are in. This forum is so helpful in validating what he is doing is WRONG it’s NOT you it’s him. x*x

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