Contradiction

[Karisqq]

Anyone found that, after abusive relationships, part of you wants love and care, another part of you wants to revenge, and finally, another part of you wants peace and tranquility? It just feels like the pain broke into many parts, so as I. Sometimes I really want to yell back at the abuser, but  I know I’ll just end up hurting more, but I can’t forgive. The only way I can move on is to pretend that I forget all these and also to keep reminding myself that the past is the past. But god sake, we all know what happened, happened, how can we easily forget and let go? Living with this pain everyday is just, tough, and I don’t wanna get out of my bed. (detail removed by moderator)

[Lisa]

Hello Karisqq,

I just wanted to drop by to offer some support on your post this evening. I can really hear how strong these mixed feelings are for you, and you’re absolutely not alone in feeling this way.

Take care and keep posting,
Lisa

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