Doubting myself

[Dobedo]

I’ve finally made the decision to inform the police of full story of what happened to me (detail removed by Moderator) years ago. It is still present in my mind every single day and I doubt I will ever be free of it.

Whether or not I can prove what happened behind closed doors is another thing. I’ll be asking my old boss, my old neighbours to chip in so it ought to be enough but I’m still so scared. He always accused me of cheating on him, day in, day out. If I was out of his sight for more than ten minutes in public I’d be accused of having met with someone. He monitored everything I did, every phone call, email, text message.

Could he try and make it look like I was cheating on him in his defence??

I’m just terrified he’s going to make it seem as if I had been sleeping around. He always called a wh*re or a sl*t. I’m really sorry if these words are triggering to you.

He broke into my home, frequently hit me; I only recently found out that he actually fractured my jaw following a trip to the dentist. He completely dismantled my life and my confidence. Even now I trouble working and concentrating; it just feels like he’s breathing down my neck even though he’s miles away.

I just terrified he’s going to make me sound like a sociopath, like I’m just a vengeful ex girlfriend.

Sorry for the rant

[Anonymous]

It’s common for these ‘men’to turn the abuse around onto us. Don’t worry too much through because the police are trained in these areas. And even if you did cheat, is that an excuse to physically attack you like that and fracture your jaw? These ‘men’ that do these things to women aren’t actually men but cowards with probably serious disorder’s, if we don’t get ourselves away and report tgs behaviour then they’re free to go and do it again to other women.

Keep all of your evidence and gather your witnesses. You need justice for this. Well done for having the strength to get this far xx

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