Feeling lost

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I’ve woken up this morning mulling over what has happened this week and feel so lost. There’s been so much bitterness, shouting and insults that I don’t know what to do. We had a (detail removed by moderator) my oh is now using and I asked if I got could get something out of it, I was told f*** off, this was then followed by hearing the frozen food being thrown on to the hall floor with the demand to come and pick up the food and the freezer if I wanted it. Last night was awful, I made myself some (detail removed by moderator), I was then screamed at for cooking (detail removed by moderator)(no longer on my oh diet due to medical reasons) and told I was a selfish b**** for filling the house with (detail removed by moderator). This was then followed with tv in the bedroom being very, very loud to deliberately annoy me. Already this morning there have been slamming doors. I’m due to go to a hospital procedure tomorrow which is a car journey away, normally my oh comes to me for these as I can’t drive home after it. My oh says they won’t do it and that I need to catch taxis which will cost a lot.

I feel so lost and alone and dread the day ahead.

I don’t know what to do, do I go and stay with a friend and can I then get back into the house? There are also the most adorable dogs that I will need to leave behind. Where do I go next?

[KIP.]

Please contact your local women’s aid. His abuse is nothing to do with cheese or frozen food. Abusers will simply change the goal post for the sake of abuse. Using any ridiculous excuse to get out of accountability. Just concentrate on your procedure and if you need to use taxis then do so. You can make up the money In the future but your health comes first. There are some charities that will foster the pets of victims until they find accommodation. Ring the national domestic abuse helpline and find your local women’s aid. My ex would always ruin things for me. He knows you have an important appointment and he can’t stand that you’re taking care of you. You can also talk to a solicitor about a non molestation order and an occupation order to have him removed from the property. To that end Report the abuse to your GP. Keep a secret journal, I emailed myself and created a secret email file, and tell friends and family what’s going on x

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