Feeling scared

[Liquorice]

Hes been in a c****y mood for over a week now but (removed by moderator) he refused to go to work so i have to deal with him all day, have tried to be out of the house as much as i can and now im tucked away in bed with my little one but i can hear him huffing and puffin around the house so i know theres no avoiding this …wonder what i will have done wrong this time.

[lostandbroken]

Im so sorry you have to sit and hide away because hes in a mood.

I used to hide away from my ex, more so when he had lashed out at me so i know how your feeling. Do you have a tv you can watch for comfort? Is your little one ok? xx

[Liquorice]

Thank you lostandbroken tv is off, im just pretending to be asleep, i sound so rediculous i know, little one is fine we read a book and hes napping now, x

[White Rose]

I used to hide too, so did our daughter and find excuses to be out as much as we could.
Why did he not go to work? Does he have reasons to be spying on you, have you hinted you might be leaving? These men are really pathetic huffing and puffing when they can’t get their way!
Enjoy snuggles with your little one and keep safe xx

[EeyoreNoMore]

The anticipation of the explosion is horrible isn’t it. Just waiting for it to come.

The good news is you know that he’s abusive and you know you’ve done enothing wrong and you are gaining strength to hopefully break free xx

[Serenity]

I used to hide. Ironing upstairs was preferable to squeezing myself in a room with his mammoth ego.

I hope that you can find a way to being free x

[Liquorice]

Thankyou ladies it feels less lonely thinki g somebody else knows whats happening. He didnt go to work because he basically didnt want to, hes a few cross words with people there the last few days so is sulking i excpect. Tbere is no reason for him to spy on me i tell him everywhere i go and he knows everyone i speak to as they are all his friends.
Eeyorenomore …yes the dreaded its coming feeling is aweful it makes me feel as sick as i do afterwards now too…

[strong soul]

I used to pretend to be asleep too. I’d pray that when he came to bed he would pass out drunk quickly. When he did I used to get up and go downstairs and sleep on the sofa. Sometimes he would be the one to go to bed first and I would stay downstairs. If he got up in the night and came downstairs I would pretend to be asleep but I would hear him making comments about me as he stumbled around the kitchen.I too used to bring my little one to bed with me, I felt ashamed to use her as a security blanket, but I knew it was the only way to protect myself against him. It’s no life to live, I wish I had gotten out sooner. Stay safe xx

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