Feelings

[Getmylifeback]

Bit of a random post really…

I read on here how people love and miss their ex, I also read that people hate them with a vengeance.

All I feel is pity (and a bit of guilt). He tells me I just hate him one minute then the next after asking me for the millionth time if there’s someone else and I repeat no there isn’t he’ll take it that if there isn’t it’s cause I still love him!

But neither emotion is there, it’s weird. If i never saw him again it’s be a bonus but I equally wish him no harm. I admit there have been times in the past when it was at its worst that I hoped he’d have a car crash but then used to also think knowing my luck he’d survive but be paralysed or something and id end up stuck forever. Horrible thoughts 😥

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[diymum@1]

this is natural all off what your feeling – its because your a good descent person – you dont wish him harm. at the time he was still able to get at me i had lots off thoughts about how i wished he would just be gone. i wont go into it as i feel like this was completely out of character for me. its a total roller coaster but i dont think we will ever get them their thinking is so different to ours. on different parallels. at the end off the day and this should go both ways. if you truely love someone you love them enough to respect their feelings and let them go. thats what we do but not them xxxx

[Getmylifeback]

Thanks DIYmum , I can sometimes that I am now emotionless, other that or angry or anxious.

On my time j feel relaxed really is surrounded by (name removed by moderator) or just me and my kids out somewhere with no phone signal such as swimming.

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