It has been 9 months since I wrote my last post. I relied so much on this forum and I just want to share with every women that is struggling here that my life has completely changed since leaving him. Absolutely no one in this world except you will know when you are ready to leave but as much as it was one of the hardest things in this world to do (and don’t get me wrong it won’t be easy afterwards either) but I can finally say that I am happy with my life and would much prefer to be happy and alone than stuck with him and his abuse. Of course there are times where I miss those good times but the bad times definitely outweigh the good times. Please don’t ever forget that when you are ready (and you will get there) it will finally be filled with peace. I’ve met someone since I’ve left him and I can finally say what love actually feels like (no one is perfect) but it’s completely a different feeling. I really wish every women a safe end of the year and wish you all the best for 2024. Stay strong and keep fighting x