Morning wonderful ladies.
I’ve woken up feeling guilty. As usual. My first and strongest emotion of the day. As usual. I’m so sick of carrying around this guilt every single minute of the day. Guilt over leaving, taking our children out of his life as he’s not seen them in weeks, guilt at leaving him all alone with no one, no friends, no job, no money, now no wife and no children, guilt at breaking up a family, guilt over the grandparents, guilt guilt guilt. When the reality is I did nothing wrong and put up with dreadful behaviour for years in the hope it would change.
When will it go away? Does it ever or do I need to learn to live with it?
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