Have left the house and don’t want to go back

[Sad and alone]

Have had a massive row and left my house. All started from yet another little dig and criticism. He says he wants me to go but I have responsibilities at home I feel I can’t leave. He says he won’t deal with these things because he’s always helping me and he’s sick of it.

He keeps trying to call me and is sending messages which I haven’t opened but can see one saying (detail removed by Moderator). I am so tired of being told what to do all the time.

I have done nothing wrong. If I look at all these situations objectively I have done nothing wrong. He says I am mental or nasty or evil etc. I am tired of putting up with constant ridicule and criticism. Tired of being expected to act like a normal person when he speaks to me the way he does.

I don’t know what to do and I don’t want to go back but know I have no choice. I just wanted some space. He just bombards me with all this stuff, saying all these things about me, making me question myself and whether I am awful. He can’t even let me get away for any amount of time to try and calm down and be less upset. Straight away he says I have to go back. And I guess I do as I don’t have any other option.

I am so tired of this life.

[Stargazing1]

Sending GIGANTIC BIG HUGS your way . I so wished your life was so much easier for you . We are all in your corner.  You don’t deserve any of this whatsoever.  You deserve so much better. Take care and keep safe.

I hope one day you get that well deserved break from All of this.

[StrongLife]

Sorry that this has happened.

 

Can you figure out alternatives to the accommodation with this guy. I ended up fleeing the house.

I got hotline numbers for domestic violence.

[Purplerain24]

I did the same left my own house and refused to go back, couldn’t bare being in his company, feeling on edge, walking on eggshells and feeling that negative energy,  after a couple of days I felt sad, sick, confused, hurt, but I knew I was making the rite choice, living togother was keeping me isolated with him,  I figured in the end the only way to escape was to leave myself, he never would of, I had to distance myself from him.

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