Hi Raven Poe,
Welcome to the forum and thank you for sharing with us. I hope you find the forum a safe and supportive place to be with others who understand.
You may find it helpful to contact Rape Crisis to explore their support. They are a national organisation that operate local centres for women who have experienced rape or sexual abuse. They are contactable via their 24hr helpline on 0808 500 2222; they also have a live chat service (available Mon-Fri) through their website.
Do keep posting to let us know how you’re getting on.
Best wishes,
Lisa
Forum Moderator