Another really bad day.
I can’t stop crying, I can’t stop thinking about all of the good times we had and the plans we were making for the rest of our life together. We haven’t spoken for weeks now because of his bail conditions, and I don’t think I’m ever going to see or speak to him again now because of the Domestic Abuse charges against him.
I don’t want a future without him in it, but I have no doubt that he and his family all hate me now and want nothing to do with me ever again.
I really just want to give up, I don’t want to go through a trial, and I don’t want this life I’ve got anymore. I’m so done.