I’m the same. Really feel like I cannot carry on in the same situation for the rest of my life. But no idea what the next step is. My local DA service really said leaving and staying elsewhere or using refuge facilities but it seems so impossible. I don’t know why. I am going to contact them again and try and figure something out. It’s hard as he keeps talking about the future etc. and I think maybe it’s me, maybe I should try again etc. Someone told me this is called breadcrumbing. So I try and remember that too.