I can’t do it any more , I’m exhausted with it all ! It’s so toxic I have no proof other than all red flags he’s been cheating , but I know what he’s done and all the mind games to make me look crazy. .
He’s very clever , even convinced the adult kids it’s all in my head and no amount of arguing, he won’t admit anything . He says he loves me and I need help. I’ve left now but he wants me to go back as I’m the love of his life and we’ve been togeather since we were kids . He crys and begs but I know it will all start up again if I go back . I’m so sad right now mostly because I can’t convince the kids what he’s been doing to me as he’s not doing it to them 😪