Hi just thought I’d introduce myself. After calling my doctor today she suggested various places to talk about my dv experience. I’ve found this really hard as I’ve always Locked out what happened to me and shut it away. But recently it’s become raw for me.
I was in an (detail removed by moderator) relationship with my kids dad which was both physical and mental dv. I left and a year later had another dv relationship that carried on for (detail removed by moderator). I left him also and blocked all contact. I never thought this effected me as I just got on with life but recently I met a really nice man nothing like my previous partners and I just can’t let him in and I’ve found myself nit picking at every little thing about him. For example he’s too nice, he dresses weird im trying to convince my self he doent like me. It’s like I can’t move on I keep having flash backs from my previous relationship but then find myself questioning that I still love my ex and if he loved me as much as he said why could he do the things he did to me. Sorry for the long paragraph guys xx