I’m so sick of it

[Pineapplepie]

As I guessed, my husband has gone and kicked off with me again.

He had an event to go too (detail removed by Moderator), and he’s been trying to get a reaction from me (detail removed by Moderator) but I’ve not given him one, I think he wanted a reaction so he could stay out all night and morning and blame me for it, but he didn’t stay out all and when he came home from his event, he was in a good mood and asked me to stay up and have a chat, after a bit he was boasting how his friends had said (detail removed by Moderator).

i was wanting to say to him ‘i couldn’t possibly say anything to much as you’d just turn on me’, but I didn’t but I did say, (detail removed by Moderator)
he obviously didn’t like that, and he then turned on me and started saying that (detail removed by Moderator) I acknowledged him and then went to bed.

he went out (detail removed by Moderator) for a few hours and went to bed when he came home so it was peaceful (detail removed by Moderator) but then the moment someone showed up to (detail removed by Moderator), he started snarling and telling me how I’ve embarrassed him and slapped me whilst they were outside.

When (detail removed by Moderator), I popped outside and he’s locked me out. I’ve called him and he’s screaming and bringing up everything I have done wrong to him and that he should have left me etc, he was adding bits on and twisting things that I’ve done, he was trying to get me to admit to something he has added on, I can’t get a word in but have said sorry as I don’t know what to say to him.

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it’s a reoccurring pattern and I’m so sick and tired of it.

but I feel I can’t leave as he’s got me in over (detail removed by Moderator) of debt, my credit score is poor, he promises he will pay off next year, I also don’t trust him with the kids because of the drink (possibly coke) and his moods. I think if we weren’t together he would play games with them.
He had the (detail removed by Moderator) for (detail removed by Moderator) hours the other day and my (detail removed by Moderator) was so horrible to me when he saw me, now it’s got me thinking that I think he’d try turn them against me, I also think he’d take them and not give them back to me if we separated.

these are the reasons why I don’t leave but this is getting really hard

I don’t know what to do

[Better-days]

Hi I’m so sorry this has happened i understand how you are feeling. I would have been long gone but the fear of putting my kids at more risk kills me. I absolutely went crazy earlier name calling and banged things in the kitchen. I’m now a psycho everything will always be twisted to look like we r the problem I have definitely realised that there is no healthy disagreement with these men. I hope y r ok xx

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