Since ive been on here, i keep thinking im just getting on everyones nerves now so shut up! Plus im sure ive caught him looking on my phone a few times too. Its been up and down as usuall, one day hes nice one day hes tired and grumpy, sometimes hes just plain nasty, but the newest thing is laughing at me when im upset to the point im crying, ive never been a cryer i usually just stay quiet and let him get it over with but latley i cant seem to stop myself and i hate it, crying makes me feel even weaker, like he gets to see how hes makig me feel, maybe that could be good though, maybe if he sees how much he upsets me so often he might stop. Hopefully the laughing at me crying is just him not realising i am actaully upset??