It’s ok to feel like this

[Babs]

It’s New Years Eve. And I’ve had a wonderful Christmas without him. But I’m accepting it’s ok to feel a little sad. Even though I now know all the reasons he behaved the way he did, left the way he did, there are still moments when I don’t want to believe, or it’s hard to accept, he’s moved on so easily, that the love I thought he had for me and my family wasn’t real. Wasn’t what I thought it was. And for that I find myself shedding a tear tonight.

But I know tomorrow I will wake up excited for my newfound freedom and can’t wait for all the good times I have to look forward to in 2023.

Happy new year everyone x

[Watersprite]

Yes it really is there is a lot to grieve your hopes beliefs future the man and relationship you thought you had once.
It’s early days be kind to yourself on your journey you have much to be proud of x*x

[Bananaboat]

Well done, you’re so right. I’ve found this first festive season hard, lots of emotions and it’s ok to feel a mixture of happiness, sadness/grief and hope all at the same time. Here’s hoping for a happy 2023 all round x

[Babs]

Thank you Bananaboat and Watersprite. As suspected my tears have gone today, and one day I hope he occupies less space in my head. He really doesn’t deserve any of my time or energy. Hopefully my brain will realise that soon!

Here’s to a better 2023 for us all x

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