I felt so lonely and alone that we’re talking again. He’s being nice, it’s familiar company. He was my best friend at times, it wasn’t always bad. That’s the thing with abusive relationships, they’re not always bad so it’s hard to leave and stay away.
I also have this feeling of anxiety in my stomach. Confusion whether I’ve done the right thing or not.
I don’t really know why I’m posting, maybe because people on here understand how hard it is to stay away