Losing the will

[Secret6]

I feel bad about posting here again but don’t know how to motivate myself.

It’s been a huge struggle trying to get myself in a frame of mind to try to leave and it’s been so damaging to my mental health that I’ve had to give up for now.

I’m trying to find moments that I enjoy in my life and trying to get along with him but feel I am totally losing myself in the process. I feel I’m letting myself down by trying to have an easy life but I have absolutely no energy to be myself. I feel so empty. I have nobody, absolutely nobody other than a few online friends and the loneliness is so awful.

I don’t even know why I’m posting really. Just wanted to say it, I think

 

[Better-days]

Secret6 your not alone I’m in similar position tho I’m determined to leave before the end of year. It consumes your whole life the anxiety and stress is so much. I have a lot of family around me I’m close to but still feel lonely so I get how u feel and actually trying to hide a lot from all of them and put on a front is exhausting on another level. I hope you’re ok. I just needed to tell you your not alone.

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