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[Itwastimetostopit]

I’m laid awake at moment. My marriage recently ended after a long long time. It happened faster that expected.
My ex still refuses to accept responsibility everything was my fault before and still is apparently!
His behaviour has had big implications with social services.

Guess I’ve had bit of a mental block over years leant not to think about the bad parts.

Can’t sleep my mind is going over events even to way back to when we met.

It hurts.

I was young.
Over years the physical violence stopped so in my head he wasn’t as bad as he used to be!
I thought staying in a relationship was best cos of kids.
I’ve even felt responsible for my husband behaviour and guilt for speaking up to get help.
I couldn’t lesve with no help.

I’ve realised there is support out there

[Lisa]

Hello itwastimetostopit,

Perpetrators never take responsbility for their behaviour. It is awful what he put you through, I’m glad to hear you are out of it and safe.

You deserve all the support that is out there.

Best Wishes

Lisa

[Itwastimetostopit]

Thank you

My emotions are all over place. The finality of our relationship ending s hitting me.

It had to happen.
I’m struggling to stop the guilt for the way it’s happened.

Sometimes I have too much time to think

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