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He keeps doing something to the house that is putting my health at risk, and still hurting my pet but more sneakily so she can’t yelp. So I can’t leave the animals with him and have stopped going out alone to sane adults. Running up and down flights of stairs to try and get warm. Told him for the last time I will seek an order to get him out if he doesn’t stop. Now the vibes are poison. He left out in an obvious place a message to him, that shows he is going on an exotic holiday with some one else. (Yippee!)he keeps doing other malicious childish things that are wearing me down. Realised I am exhausted drained and cold all the time. And the (detail removed by moderator) threatened to take me to court !
Just needed to vent. I had an idea to stick the animals in kennels and go away somewhere lovely and pampering I have never done this before and I am just craving something like that……
Isn’t it awful how we get stuck in these ruts of no freedom. It is like being in a priso with the door unlocked but afraid to leave. -
You described it so well…a prison with the door unlocked but afraid of taking that step because of repercussions… that’s the power of brainwashing, of being stuck in HIS cycle of abuse. The beauty of it is that you can undo it, break free of it, you can re-program your brain with much effort and time, because darling it isn’t your cycle of abuse, it’s his, he just placed you in the middle of it. Look at it like a storm, a twister, but fitting into the size of a water glass. That’s his storm and domain he pulled you in. He will always stay in it because it’s his natural habitat. But it isn’t yours. If you can see that, you’re already free.
Go and follow your idea! It’s your soul telling you what’s good for you. Put your animals in a kennel (one he wouldn’t guess the location about) and go have your rest. It might just be what you need to relax and when relaxed you have no idea how much power you can regain because you’ll be able to think clearly on what to do, how to proceed with your next move and get your life and freedom back!
Sending you strength girl 💪 -
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