While everyone’s news feed is flooded with a fantastic 2023 and cheers to a better 2024 I spent yesterday my stomach churning as we were asked to my family for dinner instead of looking forward to going I just can’t wait to get there and get home my family all happy drinking laughing I try my best to join in and put a face on but I’m always on edge incase he starts. I sat on the couch just us two on the countdown to 2024 and my brain was doing overtime I don’t know what it holds for me and my kids but whatever is is any better than 2023 will do and I wish it for everyone of you too thanks for helping me survive this year x*x