New year new me???

[Happybelle]

Have only been on this forum for the final quarter of this year and looking back on the past 3 months alone it’s been a massive rollercoaster. Exhausting.
I cannot spend. or rather waste, another year on this person. A man who has hassled me all through Christmas for money. Where I’ve said no he has found another way and then it’s a panic and a massive problem to pay these people back. And they have been outside my home. A man who has zero respect for the consequences of his actions, for me and the things that are important to me or for his family.
I just have to dig really deep and just get him out. Out of my home, out of my life, no matter what happens to him. He will just have to find his own way.

[minimeerkat]

i really do hope that you have found that the support on this forum has helped you feel stronger happybelle x

[Happybelle]

B****y hate him. He has to go.
Another night, another fight. He does not care about me at all, he has made that very obvious. Why do I always feel like I want to protect him. I just want him out of here and out of my life. I’m ashamed but I called him the c word and I never use it, it’s revolting and disrespectful but I’m so angry I just want him to go away.

[browneyedmum]

I private messaged you. Sending you love and strength!

[Headspin]

Don’t feel ashamed for using that word. Abusers bring out the worst of our vocabulary, X

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