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[Twix]

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I’m relieved that this won’t go any further for the sake of future childcare arrangements, but I feel a bit lost, like I’ve still been to hell & back with a long way to go & it’s like I’m not wanting anything to happen but it did.

Sounds mixed up & it is, much like my emotions, I’m all over the place. I’m still processing what’s happened & what I lived with, but I feel a sense of hope for the future, that I will be strong enough to get through this & find my happiness again, lonely as it is right now.

Thanks to everyone who has opened up & shared their experiences, it gave me the courage to share mine & im forever grateful for this safe space to discuss these feelings.

[Hopefulbutterfly]

Surround yourself with family and friends keep busy your strong keep telling yourself this. I’m new on this journey too. Time apparently is the best healer xx

[Twix]

Thank you, I have a very small family & only a couple of friends, but I’m keeping busy with work & hopefully the passing of time and a change in home/routine will create new positive memories. I don’t feel I’ll ever be able to be in a relationship again, it’s just a mine field of potential hurt & anxiety & I still feel that I love my ex despite it all.

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