I can’t turn off and can feel myself getting riled up inside because I’m at a really angry stage and my thoughts are scaring me. I’m starting to feel awkward and wanting to lash out to release the tension I’ve felt since all this started over yet another lie after (detail removed by moderator) of lies from him about him he’s finally killed me with a lie about me and slammed the door shut because he knows how much I hated breaking the law for him when we were together and he pressured me to .