On the floor- again!

[Finallysomethingclicked]

Hi

Another low and it’s been a few months I still haven’t spoke to anyone about my past I can’t admit a lot of it to myself how do I take that leap? I want and need it.

I’m struggling with no contact I can’t go longer than a few days he plays with my head but I can’t move on. I have no one to talk to or help me he wants me to move and start again I know he hates me and wants to hurt me and my kids so why can’t I cut contact I feel so pathetic and needy. I tried to talk to him and he twists it all i feel like he’s in my head why can’t I be stronger I used to be. Part of me just won’t let go

[KIP.]

I needed help to get away. The police arrested him but women’s aid worker really helped me understand his manipulating behaviour. I went to them crying, pleading with them to help me end my relationship with my husband as I just couldn’t end it myself. He would always change my mind leaving me feeling lower than ever before so I know how you feel. It a self confidence and self esteem thing too. You deserve better X

[Dragonfly]

Hi

I know it’s difficult but ultimately you’re the only person that can do the no contact you are the only person that can leave him forever. I do think it would be good for you to speak to someone supportive. Try calling women’s Aid they’re very good they’ll give you advice. Keep posting here tooX

[Finallysomethingclicked]

Thanks dragonfly and kip

I know what I have to do it’s just I’m terrified once I start talking I won’t stop there’s just so much abuse from my ex (and my parents that I didn’t admit to myself until recently) it’s been months and I just feel like I’m treading water I’m happier without him on the whole I just need to move forwards hopefully by talking that will help this process thanks for listening x

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