Picking away

[Headcook]

All weekend pick pick away
Stupid petty stuff
Wet towels need tumble drying said hang them on line so I did this now it’s they should have been tumbled earlier
Left summit unimportant out of freezer why did I do this !
Why am I putting so much food on my plate even said same to partner at same time
She said what you the food police
I should have said cause I paid for it
Don’t do this don’t do that why you doing this and that
Asked partner he been like this all day with you yep was reply

Why do they do this !!!
So d**n tiresome

Hc

[Headcook]

Why does he do this why why
What does he hope to achieve apart from make me dislike him more and more

Partner working tonite so we on our own again
So scared already

How do I get through this
Hc

[Headcook]

Have decided I will leave tonite if he starts
And blow the lid on this with him and her
Don’t care what happens after
I’m done with whatever all this is
This has come to a head now

Can’t be rite shaking at work in fear of going to house where you no you will be on your own with a person that calls himself son but treats me like an animal

[Headcook]

Anxiety at all time high and no one understands me
Just look or answer making it worse
Can’t explain how distressed I am
So thin and unwell don’t no how I’m up right let alone in work

Why why me !!!!!

[Lisa]

Hi there Headcook, you are right to accept that you have to put yourself first now and make the decisions that are right for you regardless of whatever the consequences are for him.

You should not have to live in fear in this way.

Keep reaching out for the support you deserve.

Best wishes

Lisa

[just breathing]

Hey just wanted to send strength I really feel for you as I know exactly what it is like when it keeps coming like a freight train.

Stay strong and measured and if it helps write it all down.

Keep posting you are not without a support here

[Headcook]

Spoke with council today re housing application have put in how I’m living and medical grounds
Lady told me it goes to panel this week then I will receive a decision
Not quite sure what this means ?
Scared I’m going to be refused

Hc

[Headcook]

Does anyone no what going to panel means when you have made an application for housing at your council

Thanks

[Lisa]

Hi Headcook,

It sounds as if the council are still evaluating your application, try not to worry too much, I know this can be a frustrating process.
Are you able to speak with your GP or housing officer about this? It’s important to have support in place so you’re not dealing with things alone.

Best wishes,
Lisa

[Headcook]

Feel very alone and abandoned like I’m not worthy
Guess I’m not
As I haven’t left this is my own doing

Hc

[Lisa]

Hi Headcook, I am sorry to hear that you are feeling like this. You aren’t to blame.

Do remember that we are all behind you

Best wishes

Lisa

[Headcook]

Thank you for support Lisa

Feel very alone
Was hoping someone on here would no about housing application going to panel maybe they had experienced this happening to them
Am very worried
Am hoping I’m not refused completely
Am hoping panel is to look at my application in all areas and award me the highest priority banding possible
Least I no I’m in with a chance

Thank you for being there for me
I feel I should have left and am not worthy of support

Hc

[diymum@1]

of course you are hc – im really hoping this all works in your favour. once your out things will be different xx good luck and sending you strength xx love diymum

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