Difficult to read triggering material and other things after so long. It’s been many years and now in this space hearing and reading this all from long ago reminds me. Got to blaming myself again however it was all just financial control what I was seeing. So difficult- so difficult to see after so long.
Thank you for sharing with us. I hope it is helping to post on the forum about what you are going through and how you are feeling. Keep posting when you can, there is support here for you.