How do I navigate this? I feel so frustrated and angry. I had a good few days away, came home in a good mood, almost happy, and found a solicitors letter waiting for me. This is going to be my life for months ahead. (detail removed by Moderator). I didn’t sleep and this morning I am an angry, sad, ranting mess. All the good work of the holiday is gone and I feel so ashamed that I fell for him and lived with him for so long that now it is going to cost me what feels like everything to get myself back. Why did I not see it and get out long ago.
I know today’s emotion will pass, but I dread the next jolt.