Walking my dog around and I got this really empty scary feeling inside. I were going over stuff thinking of what I’d like to say to him akwhats been boiling up inside. Sometimes I find it hard to believe I’m not with him. But I’d also never contact him…..xx
I know Betterdays, I have had days like that. I think its part of the breaking away and your mind processing all thats happened. Some people find it helps to write a letter to him pouring out all you want to say, and then burn it or tear it up. Any contact with them is lethal for your peace of mind. X*X You are doing so well, it is you who is in control now!