Why I Was to Blame

[Hereforhelp]

If I was unhappy about something he had done and told him he would ….

1. Give me a half smile and ask if i was on my period…. or

Pretend to really listen, apologise and swear it wouldn’t happen again… until the next time anyhow

Tell me I hadn’t understood what he meant

Pretend not to be good at explaining

Tell me I had twisted his words to make him sound bad then attack me

Accuse me of lying

Deny it even happened or I had enlarged

And… if I brought up something from a short while ago to him he would say well it’s in the past now

I had to write some of this down on here as my head is rushing, overwhelmed… it’s been a productive but really difficult day today (I cannot be specific, some of you already know where I am at)
I think each and everyone of you are amazing ❤

[gettingtired]

I’m always accused of being moody or a b**** when I’m on my period. Delightful!
Also, if I complain of being called a curse word by him, I’m told (detail removed by moderator). I’ve also had the heartfelt apologies of promises to get better, get sober blah blah blah.. that’s something else I’ve gotten used to! I know he’ll never change though.
Glad today was productive for you despite the difficulties 💕

[Chocolatebunnie]

Yes all of these especially the hormones being on a period, actually wonder if he is on his period sometimes or more than me anyway 😂

He was just joking or I misunderstood very common answers to my hurt feelings, never sorry and never stopped or changed what he was doing to upset me

[nbumblebee]

Oh yeah im miserable too always having affairs even though i look old and (detail removed by Moderator).
I never get an apology though never.
Hope you are ok and hanging in there sweetie x

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