Thank you for replying, I really appreciate all you have said. Truly, it is a gamble – even many years into the future if there is significant change, it will be a risk. I know it is far too early for any change right now, but his road to recovery has just given me a bit of hope for a future.
I am making a big effort to not ‘wait’ for him by putting my life on hold. After trauma therapy and healing myself, I will be open to meeting new people.
It’s a really difficult time for me right now and I really hope I can heal from this.