Hello EvenSerpentsShine,
lovely to connect!
thank you for reading this. It was one of the most painful things I had to do but writing it down helped. I still have moments of sudden anxiety and pain but this post is a reminder to stay strong to everyone out there. Healing from trauma bonds take time and these moments are breakthroughs and not breakdowns. The way he has so easily moved on to start a new chapter giving her everything I begged for is hard but I know deep down his happiness and pain was never my responsibility or burden.
fixing him wasn’t going to change my turbulent upbringing and past.
thank you x