Theatrequeen

[Theatrequeen]

I *didn’t* answer him

[Theatrequeen]

Thankyou so much for your reply ,

It was coincidence that I found the tracker , my bag fell over and things fell out and the tracker was (location removed by Moderator).

Thankyou for your advice.

 

[Theatrequeen]

I completely relate to that , it feels so weird to be able to say yes to doing something without having to ask for permission from someone and not having that deep sense of dread of what’s going to happen and how they will react …

It definitely is something he hated , he tried to stop me from doing it when we were together ,This which makes me even more determined to do it more .

Hope you are doing okay x

[Theatrequeen]

You are so right, he was only happy when he was getting what he wanted and had the control over me .

(timeframe removed by Moderator) has really felt like a I massive step back for me , but I know I mustn’t let it be because that is exactly what he would want and I’m not going to give him that power over me anymore. It may have worked for him when we were together but not anymore.

Think its because after a threat like that used he used to turn and I’m scared, but he doesn’t know where I live and I need to keep reminding myself I’m safe.

Thankyou for your reply .

 

 

[Theatrequeen]

I made it !, thank goodness we were only in the pool about an hour so alot less practical then I thought .

Think they just thought I was panicking about the water managed to keep a panic attack at bay until I had finished and was in the changing room alone so could then have one of my tablets to help with that .

[Theatrequeen]

I’m okay

I took all practical steps to try and ensure that he can’t find where I am , it has got a lot better so it definitely helped , if he knew where I was I’m sure I would know about it by now .

There is no parking near my flat which helps (when he did track me he only managed to find the village).

where I live it’s very hidden away I think anxiety was getting the better of me and all the worst case scenarios were running through my mind .

Thankyou so much for your reply x

 

 

 

 

 

[Theatrequeen]

That’s very helpful thankyou x

[Theatrequeen]

Thankyou

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