Me and my ex partner split (detail removed by moderator) ago, we have a small child together. I have received nothing but more harrasment. The relationship itself was constantly walking on egg shells, leaving family and friends behind, I was alone, unhappy an he would punch and break things. Never physical. He would scream that I needed to see a gp something isn’t right with my head, he would shout, ignore m, accuse me of having affairs. I finally plucked up the courage to apply for a non mol order a few months out of the relationship has I still receive verbal abuse and threats when he comes to collect the little one. This has been granted by the judge but I cant help feeling guilty, mixed emotions. Over text message he is civil but if I answer a call or it’s in person hes abusive. Is it normal to feel this way, we are due in court soon and the nerves are eating me up, I struggle to sleep and eat but put an act on in front of my loved ones. I cant help but feel like will this ever end will I be free