Hi Freedomfries01. This is so sad. What you went through as a child’s was horrible and the last thing you need is the reaction that you are getting from your family right now. Maybe it is easier for your family to deny it happened rather than confront the fact that they let it happen and did nothing to stop it. It’s unjust and unhelpful.
I know it’s really hard to reach out to support groups (in the flesh) at the moment but I hope that you are able to find some comfort in your love for your children.
Is it worth taking a trip to your GP. Finding a counsellor who can walk you through this could be really helpful. xx