I’ve been with my husband almost (detail removed by Moderator) years, we’ve only been married for a few. He’s always enjoyed a drink but over the last few years it’s got to the point he’s so aggressive towards me and can’t control his anger.
He smashes up my house, puts holes in all my doors throws things at me the latest being a (detail removed by Moderator). And screams in my face with clenched fists as though he’s going to hit me.
There has been no actual violence towards me in a few years however I almost wish he would physically hit me as it would heal quicker.
I’m constantly on eggshells and he keeps accusing me of things I’m not doing.
I’ve started to recently (detail removed by Moderator) as it’s my only escapism. We don’t have children so luckily there isn’t an issue there.
I dread everyday when he comes home from work of what’s going to happen next.