I have done it. For the sake of the baby and for my sanity I made the big step and it has been so and so … remorse, fear, having second thoughts … especially when I have been constantly bombarded with texts, emails, messages. The last one where him “admitted “ he is in the wrong and not offered the needed support. And this after a cascade of threats , trying to play with my head again… I am aware of the mind games but the last one was a tearjerker…
what keeps you going ? Not looking back? I have my child that keeps me going but sometimes when he cries inconsolably for a bit it makes me feel like I am a terrible mum. That’s how much the whole situation twisted my head.
I pick myself back up again and give it my best. I owe to myself , to my lovely baby…