Hi everyone,
I am supposed to have a (detail removed by moderator), it’s a relatives kids bday party. Me and my child have been invited.
But I’m second guessing whether to go because I’m scared people who are invited may know my ex. And then take things back to him that I was there with my child and plant ideas in his head.
I know this is no way to live and I could be missing out on a lovely day with my little one and her playing with other kids.
But my anxiety is really bad just now and I’m just overthinking everything to do with him.
Should I just go??
Also whilst I’m here I’m also feeling guilty for taking time off work. I feel they are annoyed at me and think I’m c**p employee. I hate letting people down and I just feel rubbish that I’m needing time off for my mental health 🤦🏽♀️