Last (detail removed by moderator) my ex boyfriend past away. He took his own life he was so lovely not like my kids dad but he was in a very dark place. I wish I could have stopped him. I miss our chats and his voice. It doesn’t seem real. He had been threatening to do it for months and I’d talk him down. I guess I still loved him but didn’t realise till it was too late. We were really compatible and had a good laugh when we were together.I wish he was still here just so I could tell him how I feel about him. I’m so sad right now iv spent this week mainly in bed,hardly eaten anything I’m just crying all the time.