Sorry, me again.
I’m a year into a horrific divorce. I initiated it after weeks of silent treatment and then being told the problem was me. At the time I thought for various reasons he was emotionally abusive.
I don’t know if I was abused and this doubt is a result of that, a trauma bond etc, or if I’m awful and everything is my fault.
Now I’m completely doubting myself and so so sad. We’re still in the same house for now, he ignores me completely even in front of young primary age DC. I just feel like I’ve ruined all our lives and I’ll never be happy again.
Can anyone offer me any hope? Anything I can do to feel better? I’m completely broken.