so after all what happended with my ex and the police (he made a claim that i sexually assualted him) then me making a statement and crying my eyes out and leaving the cop shop, i really do feel that i cant get back on track. I will admit i have good days and bad ones but i still cant get my head around it all.
My solictior told me i dont need to keep the messages as i was guna use them as evidence but i cant bring myself to delete them, i dont always read them but i do some days.
Obviously many people have told me to do things like look at books and speak to different people but i havent and the soul reason for that is, because i feel my story isnt serious enough and there are people out there far worst off then me. Im still taking my sleeping pills when i need them, im off for a review with the doctors this week, but i just feel i dont need all this. Maybe im overthinking things….