About (detail removed by moderator) I thought the world had ended had no idea at all how to heal and move in from the abuse I had suffered ..I was in denial that it even was abuse but wanted to say that it really will get better!! I still have pangs of sadness and feeling overwhelmed by the past but jeep focusing on the future and my dreams and every day feel stronger and have no regrets about leaving !! What did I lose? A person who would blame me for his own behavior flip out and beat me up call me names killed my self confidence and I pity him because he has to live with himself x things get better I feel stronger that door has closed and I was in shock at how little confidence I had left but now I feel liberation I don’t feel used alone confused xx it takes time I still have moments but that’s all they are x feelings and the hope I have now is amazing xx don’t look back look forwards X*X thanks to everyone who emailed and helped me identify the abuse and how I can move on understanding it helps you heal the wounds X*X never going back for more!!! X