Work was great, I got a few things sorted and shouted at one of my service providers and got a hefty refund.
However, in the background is always this shadow. The constant thought about what mood he’ll be in when I get home. I can have the best day ever but it all goes in the bin if he’s in a bad mood.
He’s arriving back later than me tonight. On nights like this I feel like I’m waiting for the headteacher to see me as I’ve been naughty. He could walk in and be in a great mood but until he walks through that door I’m in limbo. I’m also running around cleaning so he hasn’t got anything to shout about when he gets in.
I’m reading the books you’ve suggested and I get what they are trying to tell me but I’m waiting for this surge of enlightenment and energy to leave but it’s not coming.