There is so much going on right now. I’m going into a refuge next week. Hopefully near contacts but might not be possible. I know we aren’t safe if I stay in the area any more but I’ve already lost so much.
I need to find money for storage and removals which is proving difficult.
I feel so I’ll right now. There is a lot going on with the police and such. I feel lost. I know I’m making the right decision for us but I’m terrified.
I feel if I’m not able to get somewhere near contacts I will be so alone, I’m being strong for my child and those I’m leaving behind they need to know I’ll be okay, but what if I’m not? I’ve never been in a refuge and my decision to go is based on us not being safe. I want to give my child the best I don’t want to let them down.
I’m so scared.