Thats the only way i can describe how things feel latley, like im living in an equinox, did that actually just happen? I was drunk, i could have dreamt the whole thing, it doesnt seem possible to go from all being good and normal to suddenly being dumped (detail removed by moderator), then the next day he is tidying the house, being a great dad, and asking if i want take out?? Feels like i bang my head and slip into a dream for a bit then come back.
Sorry, this probably sounds rediculous just needed to get it out.